It starts to get a little depressing when you hear too much of such story. First, you see them on television dramas, they seem distant. Next, on newpapers, they feel a little more realistic but negative. But worse of all you hear it from someone close.. its harder to believe than you ever thought it could be.

They say it runs in the blood but it only seem to me those are plain foolish excuses.

Trust, it has always been to me an almost impossible until I finally tried to have a little faith in it. But it so happen, I no longer need to try.