i feel so GUILTY of not completing tutorials. But...I'm really TIRED! Am i really TRYING? I DON'T KNOW. I don't see a direction I'm heading towards. Day after day, it just passes on. There don't seem to be any other memories other than tutorials after tutorials. They seem to PILE UP day by day, everytime i try to CLEAR them, a NEW load of them come sitting on my table.
我真的累了...