Nightmares has just ended. It feels like everything is over so quickly. Maybe, at the beginning, I've wished that it would be over sooner than it had. But whatever, it wasn't great. I wasn't looking at papers with possibilities of scoring. The feeling of being depress just builds up. I wasn't quite sure of where exactly I'm heading towards, feeling lost, where exactly is my learning heading towards.
ENOUGH just isn't enough. I thought I could make it like I did it before and for the first time, I felt maybe I could have done much more. Last minute work no longer work. How can I get myself motivated to STUDY? No one, no situation can create that impact. SOMEONE... DO SOMETHING! I NEED motivation