i'm really tired. For how long more i can hang on in this state, i've got no idea. if u see me in school in a daze or just oblivious to my surrounding thats perfectly normal. thats how tired i am. how i wish i can shut myself up, in a world of my own. just for a day and it would be great.
the fun i thought i would enjoy no longer continue, after the day you broke the news, everything changed. all i feel is being challenge in a mental game where only the strongest will survive till the end. we started with 5 and now we have to leave one behind. its really sad, i know, but thats how harsh reality is. with only 4, whats next on your plan, i don't know. i feel like a card you're holding on to and whats your next move, nobody knows.
I've got no idea how far i can go but i'll try to reach the finish line.