Friday, September 15, 2006
this week seem to be a 'special' one. it seems tat the class(3/5) overall offended quite a number of teacher particularly today. somehow when the teacher(unoewho) said she felt betrayed but think again we students too or maybe we csn't blame her for not knowing the whole 'process' the discussion and what we were told. it was meant to solve some problem but it turned out to cause a whole lot more of problems. as students, it is really really hard for us to please all the teachers especially when these teacher are 'bu shuang' with each other... so what is the cause of the whole big problem? i am in no position to give a single comment. even if i am, i won't! why land myself in such big trouble with teachers when i have a minimum of one whole year in the school...
as for some other reasons such as not finishing out hw, we made ms lee really unhappy and she talked to the class today that she felt that we were slacking...i guess so too! maybe the word slacking is not really right but seriously we are really tired. it is a real big difference of pressure we face in lower sec compared to now especially when the teachers actually put high hopes on our class. in the past(lower sec), there is more of a mixture in the class thus the teachers wouldn't comment much on the class as a whole but now ...they expect 3/5 to be the top class, the cream of the crop...but not forgetting we are seriously still human beings. real human beung with flesh and blood who can serioult feel tired at some point of time in life. we are not robots in this case a study machine that should produce the top result at all times. even if we enter this class as the tops in the lower sec, everyone have their strength and weaknesses. we may not be toping in every subject but when we average out our result, we aren't that bad. but as teachers, they feel that we should be really doing well but how on earth are we suppose to do that? only if they look at the overall, they might realise something but the teacher is not totally to be blamed cause which teacher wouldn't wish that their students do well...
but now what scares me most is not the teachers. it is my classmates who are already mostly studying hard for the final year examination. does it really help much by starting much earlier? or it is for my case that my concentration level is much much much higher when the exams is really round the corner...i am seriously in a position where i seriously don't know whether or not i should start... or maybe the best solution is to take out the notes and read through a little at a time when i am free...maybe that helps and can lessen my worries
=) tryin to stay happy!
Friday, September 15, 2006
Sometimes, it just takes a moment to create memories of a lifetime.
